Tag: motherless daughter

High Strung Mess – July 13, 2020

Anxiety rolls in A bottomless pit Takes over All the moments Hit at the same exact time Unfold Untwist Move Please, move. A jolt of something Zings down your arm Closing your eyes Clinging to the one thought You seek and grab As a million shooting stars fly by Every single Touch, Emotion, Blaring. Volume … Continue reading High Strung Mess – July 13, 2020 →

Grey Matter – January 31, 2020

The grey sky Is blank Covering my mood Shaken to the core Who am I Lost in the obsolete Waiting past the due date The buzzer rings The light sings And for a split second I am awake Long enough to notice The grey Swallowing everything

Talking to you…A real big mind fuck 1/30/20

I just realized, yeah that’s right, exactly right now. It’s not about what my mom wants anymore Actually, that should have stopped along time ago I have been trying to be the person I thought she wanted me to be My entire life. I wanted her to be proud I tried to live up to … Continue reading Talking to you…A real big mind fuck 1/30/20 →

Talking to you…1/15/20

PARTS AND PIECES Boggle As I remember, I was at the kitchen table with the boggle box in front of me. I lifted the lid as the suction held on and slowly released. I had it all set up in no time. My mom and I loved word games, we were going to play. As … Continue reading Talking to you…1/15/20 →

By a Thread – January 14, 2020

You surely remember You died that day too I think in a way we all did But life went on And here I am Trying to remember The things put down Only if I knew How impossible it would be To pick them back up. Yes, I’m sad she is gone But that is not … Continue reading By a Thread – January 14, 2020 →

Never Alone – January 9, 2020

Feel me Graze your skin, And know that I am here. ~~~ Feel me Slide down your neck, And know that I am still here. ~~~ Feel me Jump in your throat, And know that I am here. ~~~ Feel me Come from behind The tiny hairs Everywhere Raise up To remind you I am … Continue reading Never Alone – January 9, 2020 →

Talking to you…I Am no writer 1/10/20

I am no writer, but I write. I write and I write, I spill every morsel for something, for some reason, for someone. There is nothing that’s stopping me or making me continue. I’ve tapped into something that makes no sense. But still, I listen, and I do. At this point, organized thoughts bring me … Continue reading Talking to you…I Am no writer 1/10/20 →

Bouncing – December 28, 2019

The darkness Holds my hand Bouncing in circles ~~~ Quietly screaming For me to let go ~~~ Closing in Breathing Out ~~~ Frolicking And dancing ~~~ Spinning in circles Plucking my brow To shape the mood ~~~ Out of the darkness I let go ~~~ As the circles bounce Away So far away ~~~ Gone … Continue reading Bouncing – December 28, 2019 →

Talking to you…1/8/20

PARTS AND PIECES Our Lake There was a small lake in our backyard. One we would swim in during the summer months. I remember my mom floating and falling asleep under the warm blanket of the sun once. I’m not sure what woke her, but that night she was red. Now that I’ve introduced you … Continue reading Talking to you…1/8/20 →