The schism jumps across ripples Leaving no trace High above You can spurn A whole lifetime Just soaring From place to place Not able to stop At the in-betweens That make up yours
Pungent hits the ground Running Fleeing the scene It has every right To be here After everything it’s seen Feeling punches Rolling round the crowd All of us are talking Way too fucking loud
Your lengthy lingers Pass by at a trot I feel you come and go Just as you please Most times With no regard To what’s looking up at you From below
I revel At times In the aught ~~~ That boils, Simmers It away ~~~ Returning Always to Anything at all
I see the way you move Smooth With purpose My eyes Find you easy to watch You are the husk To the outer space I no longer Inhabit
You feel low Really low There are no words And I would know I’ve been probing And trying to explain The damage It’s harsh And quiet It’s not talked about Or wanted It wanes And then it flows So it gushes And on and on it goes...
A rotten Core Browned and Leathery You can smell The tangy aroma If you breathe deep enough Toss me down And walk away When you turn around I will have grown Sturdy and blossomed again You’ll see my reflection Deep rooted And perfectly me This time You will reckon What I gave up To give … Continue reading At the Core – May 10, 2020
At night When the clouds surf Low I’ll be sure to remember Just How much I don’t know...
The unbalanced begins to creep in Something I cannot fix Looms On that cloud Outside my window Tried a million ways to Let it go...
You’re right It all stems from my mom dying Every single moment of each day I cannot escape this fact Things stare me down My mom died This is who I am My mom died I have always been My mom died ~~~ I guess it’s fair to say I am only Just now Letting … Continue reading Broken – June 10, 2020
Dark clouds are in my way, I hope soon to reach the light of day.
I’m up, again And here go my thoughts Slipstreaming along I’d love to share them with you But we’ve been here before And for some reason Attempt after attempt I still cannot get the words To come out right I love you But there’s that part of... You mean well But when I listen Your … Continue reading Forget Me Drug – June 1, 2020
I will not burn down Your city I will not throw trash in Your street I will not yell and scream at You Or harm You I will stand up In Your moment of need I will speak with my hand on Your shoulder I will cry with You For what We have lost Are … Continue reading Let Me Stand Up – May 29, 2020
I’ve never felt so empty My entire life Oh wait yes I have You weren’t there Then Either
Nope not there Not even close I can’t do it I can’t even see it Think straight forward What a joke Bullshit
When we know we’re close When it’s just around the bend Knocking, knocking We fight Or we give in
It is hard When the dark finds you And chooses Not To let you go The shadows In the clouds Are closer than you think Waiting With their wretched claws Have you ever seen them Have they touched You Melting in To who You Thought you were Reaching Scratching and biting Until there is nothing … Continue reading Into the Shadows of the Clouds – May 22, 2020
What quiets the soul I’ve been searching Smooth it And gloss it over She will brave through Mercy
Shhhh Don’t tell them It’s me These words are not mine I’m hiding out And it’s just fine
Let’s take a walk As twilight encroaches Passing by All things grand Life circles around us Floating like fireflies You and I And the moonlit sky