At night When the clouds surf Low I’ll be sure to remember Just How much I don’t know...
The unbalanced begins to creep in Something I cannot fix Looms On that cloud Outside my window Tried a million ways to Let it go...
You’re right It all stems from my mom dying Every single moment of each day I cannot escape this fact Things stare me down My mom died This is who I am My mom died I have always been My mom died ~~~ I guess it’s fair to say I am only Just now Letting … Continue reading Broken – June 10, 2020
Dark clouds are in my way, I hope soon to reach the light of day.
I’m up, again And here go my thoughts Slipstreaming along I’d love to share them with you But we’ve been here before And for some reason Attempt after attempt I still cannot get the words To come out right I love you But there’s that part of... You mean well But when I listen Your … Continue reading Forget Me Drug – June 1, 2020
I will not burn down Your city I will not throw trash in Your street I will not yell and scream at You Or harm You I will stand up In Your moment of need I will speak with my hand on Your shoulder I will cry with You For what We have lost Are … Continue reading Let Me Stand Up – May 29, 2020
I’ve never felt so empty My entire life Oh wait yes I have You weren’t there Then Either
Nope not there Not even close I can’t do it I can’t even see it Think straight forward What a joke Bullshit
When we know we’re close When it’s just around the bend Knocking, knocking We fight Or we give in
It is hard When the dark finds you And chooses Not To let you go The shadows In the clouds Are closer than you think Waiting With their wretched claws Have you ever seen them Have they touched You Melting in To who You Thought you were Reaching Scratching and biting Until there is nothing … Continue reading Into the Shadows of the Clouds – May 22, 2020
What quiets the soul I’ve been searching Smooth it And gloss it over She will brave through Mercy
Shhhh Don’t tell them It’s me These words are not mine I’m hiding out And it’s just fine
Let’s take a walk As twilight encroaches Passing by All things grand Life circles around us Floating like fireflies You and I And the moonlit sky
Squeaking Something that matters That really makes a difference Watching the sun set and rise Strictly metered ~~~ It’s the mundane That always Takes my breath away
Just enough To see The movement Forward Never toggle Too long In one place To let It Start seeping Into The depths Of Your Heart
This then that Then that Then this Spinning Spinning Never winning Thank you ladies and gentlemen
My finger print Has slipped away I reached today And touched the sky Left part of me Way up high
Go on... Ask about her I’ll prob-bably cry But that’s ok Because she was so wonderful And you’ll get to see All the ways she touched me In each tear That drops
Sitting here Again Watching the shadows Of things Dance on wood grained Palettes Merging And separating Reasoning Through questions My eyes rise To the crystal blue sky Everything exists As one Working together Connected at the hip Far fetched memories Touching Moving between While The present Beat Continues to Travel silently Around me
I want to sit by her grave soak in the sun And feel her warmth Put it’s arms around me I want to ride the wind Brushing the leaves from her name Running my fingers Down and around each letter ~~~ In my head Over and over again ~~~ I want to look over my … Continue reading Presence – May 3, 2020