Clockwise – March 4, 2020

The way the world turns From left to right Front to back Up then down You trapped me here Following the rules It’s breaking my heart Coming out Cracked Just in time To realize The clock will Never Tick backwards

I Bid You Adieu – March 1, 2020

I have so many pieces of her stuck to my soul I can’t bare to think of what’s missing They play in my mind Like an old reel of film Round and around Clicking at a pace Nostalgic to my mind As the end approaches Sharply slapping my cheek

The Birds Still Sing – February 25, 2020

I live here Because this is where she is The upside down The land that exists Incoherently From the rest I’ve grown to find safety In my solace Lean in against myself The birds still chirp Only I can hear the sad song they sing Filling my head With ideas So many ideas That will … Continue reading The Birds Still Sing – February 25, 2020

Frosted Moon – February 10, 2020

Frosted moon Glowing Behind the branches Drawing my eyes up Somewhere past the skies Oh little prince Keep us young You and I Outside In the circle The world passing us by The feelings I remember Easy and whole The mark left A constant reminder Of who I was And who I’ve become Oh moonshine, … Continue reading Frosted Moon – February 10, 2020

Heartale – August 14, 2020

You know what, you’re right Life isn’t a god damn fairytale And it’s far too short to Not feel enough You knew I required more when you met me I, in no way, hid that from you If you can’t keep up with me, That will always be on you

Talking to you…2/29/20

PARTS AND PIECES Bosom My mom used to call her breasts, bosoms. So of course, I’ve been told I would toddle around the house calling out Buzi buzi buzi buzi When I was hungry. Not sure if this is something I recollect, Or just a memory placed. I’ve always thought it was a funny word. … Continue reading Talking to you…2/29/20

Just A Hug – February 6, 2020

I am so sorry I didn’t hug you last night I wanted to let you know I heard you through the look in your eyes Frozen Masked in disguise I can’t, I just can’t It’s a feeling I lack Taken away Through the years Let down after let down

Microcosmic Cilia – February 22, 2020

It was hard Long Before you knew it Down deep Buried amongst The microcosmic cilia Flailing Waving Frantic Needing someone to look up And hear the noise Constantly exuding It is so loud between my ears Why can’t anyone hear Hidden tears Beneath the sheets Sobbing Wailing The invisible dance Not seen Never ending Packed … Continue reading Microcosmic Cilia – February 22, 2020

Let Me – February 25, 2020

Let me feel for you So that you don’t have to Let my tears roll away your pain So that you don’t have to Let me consume every morsel that you cannot So that you can keep living Don’t you worry I’ll be fine Let me

Ungrown – February 21, 2020

The distant glaze Reminds me of summers Walking in grasses That were up past my knees Or maybe I hadn’t grown yet It was warm and comfortable Losing myself in the cool breeze That came with the dipping sun Laughter and dirty knees

More Wasted Things – January 10, 2020

Enjoy me While you have me If you enjoy me at all ~~~ For this won’t last forever And I can feel myself changing ~~~ In the morning My eyes might open ~~~ And see the world Has passed me by ~~~ And I will envy All the things I missed ~~~ But understand It … Continue reading More Wasted Things – January 10, 2020

A Ghost in Your Heart – February 13, 2020

I’ve wished I could simply tell you Just how lamented You’ve left me It hasn’t gotten easier As the meter ticked The waves Were measured Time has decided to Bring me here Pounding this sea wall Washing, washing Me away Your ignorance, Not a gleeful bliss, But actual ignore-ence Helped Suppress and create This land … Continue reading A Ghost in Your Heart – February 13, 2020

We All Disappear – February 9, 2020

When the fog settles in The street lights Glow a little wider. Up that hill Just ahead I see my way, It’s not clear. The red lights disappear Flat, on the horizon line. I’m left wandering, Will I?

Reflection – February 2, 2020

She flutters As she babbles Her eyes No longer remind me Of who she once was She lived Harder than expected Full of life Until it was no more Her days Like ours Numbered to a ‘t’ She was too proud To really let anyone in