The light was a hue of red, it had turned the sky pink, and the snow melting on the ground followed suit. I lost myself standing in the open doorway in the early hours of this December day. A cool breeze held me captive and played in my tangled morning hair. My senses were at … Continue reading Standing Still – December 28, 2025
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Grief’s Lucidity – August 20, 2025
There was no grief in the beginning. It was just absence. A nothingness, I guess there were twinges from other peoples glares. I wanted them to stop. The eyes to turn away; because maybe, they would see what was really in front of them. A broken, confused, tired little girl who wanted to be anyone … Continue reading Grief’s Lucidity – August 20, 2025
Talking to You…Little Dots of Snow 12/4/25
Little dots of snow sitting on the upside down patio chairs, stacked against the wall of windows I am staring out, leads me to these thoughts. I go to coffee with a friend (trying to find each other through our busy lives once a month). The one friend I have made in this place we … Continue reading Talking to You…Little Dots of Snow 12/4/25
Talking to You…Little Moments 10/24/25
Quiet, Light, and Stars I sat today, in the quiet The sun was dappled across my body A pillow on top of my lap Rays lighting up tiny particles floating around me Two kids home from school Breakfast and back up to their respective spaces It’s quiet As the particles passed my face at the … Continue reading Talking to You…Little Moments 10/24/25
September 7, 2025
Losing time, or lost We don’t know each other, but we hugged And it felt like home
Tabula Rasa
4/25/25 I saw it go I watched my heart walk away I let it go [The tree out back With all the black birds swaying in the branches They held on] It went And with it Little bits of light Did too
On the Inside 2.0 – June 23, 2024
I was challenged, I played. Here is…On the Inside (link is to original poem) version 2.0. Thoughts? On the Inside 2.0 Open the doors, the air is a little cooler. Creeping up - wrapping and wrapping Asleep…Or am…I just now awake? How long has it been? Looking backwards/Or forwards - What’s the difference? Both frowned … Continue reading On the Inside 2.0 – June 23, 2024
On the Inside – May 2, 2024
Open the doors The air is a little cooler Creeping up Wrapping and wrapping Asleep… Or am I just now awake How long has it been Looking backwards/Or forwards What’s the difference Both frowned upon One must, to understand where we’ve been And where we are going Stop floating And picking apart Each day Each … Continue reading On the Inside – May 2, 2024
Anastomosis – March 20, 2024
They have no idea Their soft skin And the way laughter bounces around I am a dark cloud A dark cloud Only because I know I know the light that shines on them Because I know The dark without the light Would not exist If not for the other https://youtu.be/-9t_SwPN31s?si=cnXIqeahXmWIqgIx VOILÀ - LYRICS Listen to … Continue reading Anastomosis – March 20, 2024
Weep – January 20, 2024
This world Rolls Around my finger It taps Me on the shoulder and pushes me from behind The pull starts in my chest Beating…breathing Until Dripping and dripping and dripping All of the time.
Ubiquitous – April 18, 2024
You taught me how to walk away How to stuff my feelings “far, far” away~ I never needed anyone anyway.
Pebble – April 14, 2024
Sharing a little bit of love from out there in the big wide world…
Out My Window – December 21, 2023
I can’t stop looking~ It’s calling me with it’s shivers And tempting with it’s new form Hanging on and up Until the dead of the last breeze I speak, like the wind is cold But it has changed And so have I Lost or losing is nothing new A solid backdrop never ceases to pull … Continue reading Out My Window – December 21, 2023
Flush – April 11, 2022
I want you to hear me You are amazing I didn’t even know it When you landed in my lap I was and am the broken one But a single person can only contain so much And I live in constant fear You are going to notice To realize Truly I am no better Than … Continue reading Flush – April 11, 2022
September 2, 2021
Sometimes I try and lose myself…
March 1, 2024
I miss those days All of them.
Brevity – January 2, 2024
A glimpse out the glass door One leaf was up on it’s edge doing cartwheels across the frozen tundra It had a bounce to it’s step While the buttery morning light illuminated it’s glory Losing my mind in the time it took to go it’s path Laying motionless in the short winter grass Traveling with … Continue reading Brevity – January 2, 2024
Talking to you…December 30, 2023
Happy 72nd birthday mom (pretty sure, yes, 72). I guess I have been thinking about you on your birthday for the past few years…it’s felt good to remember. As good as it can feel. The tears still come, and all too often, I love you. ~~~ Talking to you…Today 12/30/2019 Today is my mom’s 67th … Continue reading Talking to you…December 30, 2023
Hole • March 17, 2021
This hole is so little, It’s so dark It’s as if a needle pierced the surface
The Garland Effect – May 22, 2022
I see all you birds Doing your thing Why oh why Can’t i…