Losing time, or lost We don’t know each other, but we hugged And it felt like home
Tag: dream
Alexithymia – May 1, 2025
Can you see it Essence of atoms given off Particles making us take the next step After step, after step Each drip stained, magnified Foot prints washed over It’s there With all it’s intensity Quietly, shifting
Talking to you…8/3/23
REM Sleep Photograph by BMM I was looking for things, of HERS. A closet that was shaped like my middle school. Family sitting, and moving around in the cafeteria. But, the only one I recognized or remembered was my grandma. She was eating, I yelled out, You fugly bitch! She spit her food onto the … Continue reading Talking to you…8/3/23
Breaker – June 14, 2020
At night When the clouds surf Low I’ll be sure to remember Just How much I don’t know...
Before I Dream Tonight – May 13, 2020
Let’s take a walk As twilight encroaches Passing by All things grand Life circles around us Floating like fireflies You and I And the moonlit sky
A Dreamlike Awake – March 14, 2020
I stepped over the uprise Between the out and the in I came to a surrounding That hypnotized me I couldn’t catch my breath The sound was silence Stunned into oblivion It was everything I couldn’t imagine All my desires Of dreams Had come true I listened in the illusion I know it must be … Continue reading A Dreamlike Awake – March 14, 2020
Still, I Cannot Breathe – January 29, 2020
Nobody And nothing Surrounds me Still, I cannot breathe
What’s Left, In Front of You – January 1, 2020
See me; Through my tears Past the nit picky Into the deep Down Deep Valley Beyond the shadows Where the light creeps Up Hitting and Cracking the Layers Upon layers Of cut down Rings Left standing alone Ignored and forgotten Until everything Is all gone And people wonder why There is nothing to breathe Nothing … Continue reading What’s Left, In Front of You – January 1, 2020
Spiced – November 18, 2019
Branches, scattered Leaves, clinging Against the dull heavens ~~~ Roasted with red spice.
Blueberry Sky – December 3, 2019
It is so hard To breathe her name The plastic covers my lips Pulling the oxygen from the air No reward, just stillness Lost in everyday minutes The mundaness of days And years, so many years Collapsed into decades My mind is fading Shuffling the outside down Her attenuation Is breaking into A shrill volt … Continue reading Blueberry Sky – December 3, 2019
Last – November 19, 2019
I just stopped Long enough to notice The last Of the last Holding on Against all odds To let go And feel the freedom Of the breeze
I Bob – November 14, 2019
You take me there Right where I want to be A safety net pulled tight Luring me in from the depths Of where I live Still sinking Or am I bobbing Days changing motion At the curve of each curl Twisting between my fingers Never Letting go But moving on to the next The release … Continue reading I Bob – November 14, 2019
I’ll Always Be Stronger – November 15, 2019
My waves crash upon your shore With a beating You will not survive. You must run from me, And never look back. Take what you have left, Or this sweet surrender Will tear you down Leaving behind shreds of your being Scattered in my sand. Unrecognizable, To my heart. It’s up to you, But I’ll … Continue reading I’ll Always Be Stronger – November 15, 2019
Mornings With You – October 9, 2019
Where does the warm water run, When I can feel the chill of your edge. The ups and downs Of where you take me Is bordering on Insanity. I feel the room, And you are here Beating a drum in my head. Over again, It’s so loud We both want to scream. And rid the … Continue reading Mornings With You – October 9, 2019
Night Terror – November 5, 2019
A staunch feeling Trickles Into the open air That surrounds me The constant buzz Singing to me Late into the night The Free flow Of thought That passes Through Sits me up straight And rigid Teller of stories Until I break Sinking back in To the loneliness Of the open air That surrounds me.
Time Warp – November 4, 2019
Tired and tingly Zooming Faster and faster Caught in this shitshow Of who knows what Or where it began Flying through blinks Never stopping Or slowing Whizzing But feeling it all Every single drop Or ounce Of love And hate Awkward and chest puffing Not knowing Where it’s going to end Trying to take it … Continue reading Time Warp – November 4, 2019
Seeking and Searching – October 12, 2019
I find myself Chasing This constant high. Take me Where she took me. Let me feel Again And again. Until I can feel no longer, Or it doesn’t matter. I stir this pot we’re in Until it boils over. I see the flaw, And there Is no fixing what is broken. Just living with what … Continue reading Seeking and Searching – October 12, 2019
Seductive Circle – September 30, 2019
The day starts, as it ends Over and over again Perpetual repeat Looped Circling my head In my thoughts Running the track Dizzy, dizzy Thinking the sprockets sprung Ding, I’m done.
Blank – October 11, 2019
Something jostles my eye Thought eluded Onto the next Mind feels strangled Lack of air Head turns to look Still nothing Wandering My fingers crawling Trying hard To pull it out Open the bag Stark white and clean Lost in nothing Searching For what it was I just put down Over there Out of reach … Continue reading Blank – October 11, 2019
Thoughts – October 11, 2019
Am I losing my mind? Can’t keep it straight Thoughts come and they go Fugitive moves Further from myself Briefly grasped Until I just let it go.
DoRee MelNic 