Happy 72nd birthday mom (pretty sure, yes, 72). I guess I have been thinking about you on your birthday for the past few years…it’s felt good to remember. As good as it can feel. The tears still come, and all too often, I love you. ~~~ Talking to you…Today 12/30/2019 Today is my mom’s 67th … Continue reading Talking to you…December 30, 2023
Tag: life
Hole • March 17, 2021
This hole is so little, It’s so dark It’s as if a needle pierced the surface
The Garland Effect – May 22, 2022
I see all you birds Doing your thing Why oh why Can’t i…
We All Lose Something Now and Again – December 15, 2023
I’m sitting somewhere In-between Life begging at the knees But I don’t want to go Stripping me down And whispering All of these things I don’t want to go It dances and sings In a warm glow I still don’t want to go It laughs and tickles Tempting me so To go… There is too … Continue reading We All Lose Something Now and Again – December 15, 2023
Sentient – August 17, 2023
Framed And in windows Rustling and letting go Sending messages in Morse code Down chilly streets Chattering And telling all the best secrets
December 1, 2023
Through the blinds My eyes blurr Back at it again So soon
October 28, 2023
Frosted to the glass, I shatter Thoughts racing through my head Heart pounding in place Watching….Things…go…by I know, no better
Talking to you…7/27/22
Credit: James Webb Space Telescope Hello, after a long pause…I haven’t quit writing. I just needed a break for a bit. A project is brewing (it seems like it’s on the other side of the world), and has been my focus as of late. I hope the two worlds collide someday, but I’m just not … Continue reading Talking to you…7/27/22
This is the Middle – October 6, 2021
I’m worried Because Your eyes tell a story Of space Uninterest You look through me If at me at all And sometimes I’ll find you off in the distance The only emotion you commit to Is lying down On your own sword But even then You tell me again and again You’re only Responding to … Continue reading This is the Middle – October 6, 2021
Breaker – June 14, 2020
At night When the clouds surf Low I’ll be sure to remember Just How much I don’t know...
Talking to you…6/13/20
PARTS AND PIECES The Red Dodge I had to be four, because my mom picked me up from preschool that day. I remember the building: hot paper, glue, ink, and the bold scent of must. My classroom was in the basement of the town’s Parks and Rec center. Other than the smells, I only remember … Continue reading Talking to you…6/13/20
Unnamed – May 19, 2020
The unbalanced begins to creep in Something I cannot fix Looms On that cloud Outside my window Tried a million ways to Let it go...
Broken – June 10, 2020
You’re right It all stems from my mom dying Every single moment of each day I cannot escape this fact Things stare me down My mom died This is who I am My mom died I have always been My mom died ~~~ I guess it’s fair to say I am only Just now Letting … Continue reading Broken – June 10, 2020
Talking to you…6/9/20
Brain blurp... I’ve been told, I’m living in the past, but I feel I’m more in the present than I have ever been. How in the world is that even possible? I am finally letting myself sit with these feelings, these emotions I’ve carried with me for oh so long, but I’m right here. It’s … Continue reading Talking to you…6/9/20
Moody – June 8, 2020
Dark clouds are in my way, I hope soon to reach the light of day.
Forget Me Drug – June 1, 2020
I’m up, again And here go my thoughts Slipstreaming along I’d love to share them with you But we’ve been here before And for some reason Attempt after attempt I still cannot get the words To come out right I love you But there’s that part of... You mean well But when I listen Your … Continue reading Forget Me Drug – June 1, 2020
Let Me Stand Up – May 29, 2020
I will not burn down Your city I will not throw trash in Your street I will not yell and scream at You Or harm You I will stand up In Your moment of need I will speak with my hand on Your shoulder I will cry with You For what We have lost Are … Continue reading Let Me Stand Up – May 29, 2020
Anti – Reverence – May 23, 2020
I’ve never felt so empty My entire life Oh wait yes I have You weren’t there Then Either
Some Days – May 18, 2020
Nope not there Not even close I can’t do it I can’t even see it Think straight forward What a joke Bullshit
Plight – May 13, 2020
When we know we’re close When it’s just around the bend Knocking, knocking We fight Or we give in