Step Away – October 2, 2019

Your unconcern Wrapped me in twine. I could not move For so long I stood there Waiting Right next to you Wasting the time I’d been given Too stupefied To take that step Away. On this boat Afraid to sink Thinking... Jumping I would surely drown.

I Bob – November 14, 2019

You take me there Right where I want to be A safety net pulled tight Luring me in from the depths Of where I live Still sinking Or am I bobbing Days changing motion At the curve of each curl Twisting between my fingers Never Letting go But moving on to the next The release … Continue reading I Bob – November 14, 2019

I’ll Always Be Stronger – November 15, 2019

My waves crash upon your shore With a beating You will not survive. You must run from me, And never look back. Take what you have left, Or this sweet surrender Will tear you down Leaving behind shreds of your being Scattered in my sand. Unrecognizable, To my heart. It’s up to you, But I’ll … Continue reading I’ll Always Be Stronger – November 15, 2019

Mornings With You – October 9, 2019

Where does the warm water run, When I can feel the chill of your edge. The ups and downs Of where you take me Is bordering on Insanity. I feel the room, And you are here Beating a drum in my head. Over again, It’s so loud We both want to scream. And rid the … Continue reading Mornings With You – October 9, 2019

Nothing Is, As It Seems – November 3, 2019

Sketch by my daughter, she felt more comfortable with a different piece, so here it is. A sincere thank you to those of you who took the time to share your unique perspectives with her on being an artist. I hope you enjoy the poem in it's entirety. What do you think about the concept … Continue reading Nothing Is, As It Seems – November 3, 2019

Talking to you…Nothing is, as it seems 11/13/19

So, to those of you who have been following along with my Nothing parts 1-5, I have one more verse I’d like to add to finalize the poem. However...I have a favor to ask of each of you first. My daughter drew a sketch (a few months back) that holds the exact feeling visually I … Continue reading Talking to you…Nothing is, as it seems 11/13/19

Nothing Part 3, 4, 5 – November 3, 2019

Your nothing Is different Than my nothing. If nothing Is just nothing Then it’s all the same, But it’s not Just listen. ~~~ It is everything Unwrapped Scattered all over Our minds Can’t make sense of Nothing So It turns us Numb. Not dealt with, Null and Void. ~~~ We fight against nothing. How can … Continue reading Nothing Part 3, 4, 5 – November 3, 2019

Tune In – November 6, 2019

She’s an illusive creature I cannot touch I see her in flashes Smiling at me Or somebody Frozen Etched into My bark forever Cut into the shape of her liking My mind Never made up Because she’s always tapping Begging the question In the background Playing On a fuzzy screen Move the antenna So I … Continue reading Tune In – November 6, 2019

Night Terror – November 5, 2019

A staunch feeling Trickles Into the open air That surrounds me The constant buzz Singing to me Late into the night The Free flow Of thought That passes Through Sits me up straight And rigid Teller of stories Until I break Sinking back in To the loneliness Of the open air That surrounds me.

Time Warp – November 4, 2019

Tired and tingly Zooming Faster and faster Caught in this shitshow Of who knows what Or where it began Flying through blinks Never stopping Or slowing Whizzing But feeling it all Every single drop Or ounce Of love And hate Awkward and chest puffing Not knowing Where it’s going to end Trying to take it … Continue reading Time Warp – November 4, 2019

Seeking and Searching – October 12, 2019

I find myself Chasing This constant high. Take me Where she took me. Let me feel Again And again. Until I can feel no longer, Or it doesn’t matter. I stir this pot we’re in Until it boils over. I see the flaw, And there Is no fixing what is broken. Just living with what … Continue reading Seeking and Searching – October 12, 2019

Talking to you…My mother’s closet 10/28/19

Beside her bed, Behind a lanky Door Perched love On every shelf. Stepping in and Pulling the string I can still feel the tension, And then A deep click and grind, Illuminating life. Squatting in the corner Filling the entire space Alone, Sitting cross legged as Time ceased to move. No one bothered to find … Continue reading Talking to you…My mother’s closet 10/28/19

Broken – October 21, 2019

You knew I was broken, But you did it anyway. ~~~ Your boyish charm Mistaken for grown up ideas. The blanket you spread, A moments reach from being saved From You, But we were left alone To our own childhood misfortunes. Took what you wanted, What I was willing to give. To be seen or … Continue reading Broken – October 21, 2019